I want a Samaskomer girlfriend.
That's the reason why I joined the org. Or maybe not.
Originally, it was Jeje Santos, an alumnus of my school in elementary and highschool and now the vocalist of the band Giniling Festival (sometimes tagged as the System of a Down of the Philippines). Hooray for that.
I'm lazy. I wanted to discuss things about what we've discussed during the G.F. (Giniling Festival) album launch part 3. We were talking about fiction novels, "God is Dead" things, films, among other stuff. I'll discuss these when I get the enthusiasm, or the energy, or whatever is the antonym of laziness.
I like Georgie Girl very much. Haha. Georgie Girl by the way is my orgmate. Her real name is Ja (Janine Marie). She's so cute and so pretty. Not to mention, she's also sexy (I still mentioned it, haha). I wanted to court her but there are certain balakids (not the fliptop rapper) that prevents me to do so. And these are:
1. She is Papilord's original crush (Papilord is my orgmate also, and my godson in Samaskom. His real name is Marc).
2. It was April who was my first bet and to whom I showed signs that she is my bet.
3. I am not certain of what to do.
4. I might just be diverting my feelings for Claire and is just looking for someone else to love.
The last reason's the one I hated most.
I don't mind if I get "basted" by Georgie Girl. I don't want to make a move yet because I might hurt April's feelings. It's so complicated right now. Plus, sometimes I still think about Justice. I admire her courage and bravery for accepting her past. She too has a dark secret I know. Mine, I can't just tell it to all my friends.
I hope some divine enlightenment comes down to me and then I'll know who really to pursue. Hahaha.
I need somebody to love. I don't understand why they always say "mahalin mo muna ang sarili (nang mabuti), bago ka magmahal ng iba". I think I've loved myself well enough. I'm one selfish kid and I need someone else I'll share my love to. I hope it's Georgie Girl. Hahahahahaha.
P.S. I'm looking over Georgie Girl's pictures on facebook while writing this. So panext!
Akala ko si Jeje Santos yung original mong gustong maging girlfriend. :)))))
ReplyDeleteI'm confused. "I don't want to make a move yet because I might hurt April's feelings." Does she know now?
The dark secret thing is so intriguing. Were you molested when you were younger?? I'm sorry. that's all I can think of and you won't even tell.
-L (still posting 'anonymously' though I always say who I am 'cause your blog's a bitch)
Point no. 1: Gagu! Hahahaha.
ReplyDeletePoint no. 2: I think she knows. I haven't cleared it though.
Point no. 3: I'll tell it soon. I'm just collecting the courage to say.
ipursue mo na si Jeje. tingin ko mgkiclick kayo e.
ReplyDelete^Agree
ReplyDelete^Agree - L
ReplyDeletebwahahahaha panalo to kuya kahit di ko kilala mga taong binanggit mo dito :))) -Vaneneng
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