Happy Birthday to Me!

Today is my birthday. Actually, it was yesterday since it's 12:28AM already on my laptop watch. My plan for my birthday was to have a celebration in UP (for those who can't go to our house) and to have a celebration at home with highschool friends and college orgmates combined. The first plan went well but the other flopped for reasons I can't fathom.

So anyway, that's probably the reason why I'm able to write right now.

My birthday wish was for her to appear right in front of me. I don't know where and how just as long as she's there. But it did not come true. She did not even greet me. Maybe she's busy. I don't know. I really don't know. And I don't want to know anymore.

 from Haruki Murakami's Norwegian Wood

If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets. But you're the one who did not remember. And I don't want to care anymore.