It's been quite a while since I last posted here and I'm going to write something trivial about myself again. Yes, my love life.
I dreamed of her again last night for some unknown reasons. I am trying to forget her for as long as I can or as long they are together. I don't know if I'm being too hard on her or if I'm being too hard on myself.
In my dream, I was hugging her from the back. My left cheek was touching her back and I can smell her scent radiating from it. The dream was vague again of course. We were in a hospital room I think. The only thing clear is, I was hugging her and they are still together.
Maybe it was because I saw someone last night who looks like her boyfriend that's why I felt anxious and it haunted me until in my sleep.
Is it because she's in my subconscious that no matter how hard I repress the thought of her, she will not stop from recurring in my dreams?
Happy new year guys! I think it's about time to look for someone...else.
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