The Okay Blog

Okay, since I'm stress and all, I will write.

What I want to do now is to smoke but I don't have any dime. I'll figure it out later how I'm going to resolve this.

My neck (or nape) really hurts. I don't know if it's because of my position earlier in the chair while finishing Murakami's Sputnik Sweetheart (which I'm about to lend to Lala but I think she's done reading it).

Okay, Film 100 is a burden. The class is fun but the readings are not. I hate it. I was not able to read four chapters. I don't know if I still have time. Right now, I badly need to smoke.

Plus the certificates and photos of our tree planting activity are lost. We have to replace it! Aaarrgghh. Weow, this is so comic.

Okay, I'm getting relaxed now. I'm really happy writing. A while ago, I was about to answer a survey about university job fair. Suddenly I realized: I don't know what I want to be! What position will I apply for if I graduate in a year's time? I wrote there "media researcher", then it asked to enumerate and rank the companies I'd like to apply to and I don't know what to answer again since I don't know where I want to work. I wrote Nielsen Philippines (the media research company in the Philippines which does TV ratings survey) and when I thought of an advertising agency because I want to enter this field, I don't know what to write since I don't know any, I had to google the top advertising agencies in the Philippines.

Ten top advertising agencies in the Philippines appeared and BBDO Guerrero-something is the recurring top advertising agency. When I googled this company, I realized I can't do what this company does (which mainly deals with TV advertisements) because I'm not a broadcast or film major and I don't know how to edit videos. I abandoned the survey.

Okay, it's frustrating that I want to work in an ad agency but I don't know what they do there. I'm blinded by the belief that the money is in the advertising industry. I want to get rich to do what I want which are: to study again (preferably Speech Communication, Fine Arts or Sociology) or to take a master's degree in Communication Research (as if I'm good at this course). Or to study abroad. I want an M.A. and a PhD. degree. To be able to achieve these, I need to get rich first.